Saturday, January 2, 2010

A Wild Ride of Emotions

So not a week goes by since my last post, and almost everything that was going wrong was going right. Unemployment benefits kicked in, and I was solvent. I went out with the girls and met a guy. A sweet guy. Who thinks I'm pretty.

And we went on a few dates. It was great. He is really kind. I really kinda like him. And we had a really great time at new year's, until we were in bed, and I freaked out and started crying.

And then I made contact with the man I love. And he didn't respond. And I'm freaking out!

I need help. Real help. It's time to go to therapy.